Monday, August 5, 2013

Going Back and it will be Better

Few months ago, I was devastated, I was crushed, and I even said that: "I will move on" and "I will never come back".

These are the lines that we utter whenever we get hurt for some reason, normal lang naman ito. Maaring bugso ng damdamin pero we don't mean it, or we say it and mean it at the same time. Totoo pala yung minsan yung "kakainin mo din ang sinasabi mo" because I myself have said things but I take it back right now.

I took it back hindi lang dahil sa gusto kong mangyari ang gusto ko, or nanghihinayang ako sa mga nainvest ko nung time na yun but because I felt that God wants me to do it and He did something to make me believe that everything that are happening right now are real and it is from Him. Yung mga bagay na ayaw ko, na ikina give up ko at yung mga bagay na nakasakit sa akin in the past, are happening the other way around at present. As in lahat and I thank God because He granted my prayer in His perfect time.


People (in general) may not really understand the objective of going back. Madalas sabihin:
  • "Ginawa na noon, gagawin uli yan"
  • "Masasaktan ka lang uli"
  • "Hindi mo mababago ang isang tao"
So on and so forth. We should understand why they react that way lalo na pag malapit sayo yung mga taong nagsasabi nyan, pero kung eps lang, why care with their opinions? Hehe. Anyway.  When my friends encounter the same problems, I say the same thing but it changes KUNG may pagbabago at kung may napatunayan na.

Pananaw ko kasi is this:

We will never be contented, parati tayo may mga "checklist" for us to be truly happy and satisfied, but we have a choice to love and accept the person we already found!

Because sooner or later, if we chose them despite what happened, they will realize a lot of things and eventually change FOR US. And it is a great feeling actually because from there you have a proof that they will take risks and step a little bigger for the people they love. 

Don't get me wrong or anything, kung talaga namang sukdulan na yung ginawa sayo, kaya naman na natin pag desisyunan yun if we will forgive and go back or the other way around, you just need to pray for the right sign and right person. :) 

I thank God for the numerous signs and answered prayers. You truly know how to surprise me =>